The DuMdUm World

A World Where Passion Rules Reason,
And Reason is the only soverign.

About.Me

-YC Lee
-25/07/1983
-Poker Player
-Bainin
-Hikkikomori


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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I am a wemade FOX fan. WAHAHAHA. bisu and nada very handsome LOL~! Damn i sound gay. But yah, I've been watching starcraft videos and pro gaming stuff in korea again. Quite interesting and fun to watch.

Anyway, I dunno why but I feel quite evil recently. Not that I have done any bad things or anything that's not very nice but... I just have this evil feeling. Dunno how to explain LOL~!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 9:02:00 AM

Friday, March 27, 2009

Its getting worse. Yesterday totally no mood to do anything. Supposed to study whole day but couldn't. Thought maybe since cannot bring myself to study watch some anime. Watched major halfway i stopped cause i felt damn sian! This is the first time that happened. Thought of going jogging but no mood. In the end i dragged myself to the gym.

Then i work out halfway, I dropped the 40 pounds weight on my finger when i put it back. FUCK. I nearly broke it i think. Quite a bit of blood but today much better le. Went to guardian to buy a bandage to wrap it up so that I wun move it around. But its much better le, dun feel as much pain as before. Guess I can't go gym for the next few days.

But today went to cathay to study. Finally got to see the girl working at anderson's ice cream again. Ok la quite cute. Esther tried to help me get her number but she dowan to give HAHA. Disappointed but not sad. Seems like a nice girl but *shrug* now not interested leh dunno why.

Anyway Qiao ling having her root canal dental thingy done today. She say going to be painful for a few days and its gonna take quite a few sessions before she's totally ok. Haha was thinking of bringing her go eat prata this weekend before i pia for my exams... but I guess maybe cannot le ba... or else go eat porridge also can >.<.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 5:23:00 AM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Its happening again. I'm having the sleepless nights and feeling very down and moody. Can't explain it. Its like i feel something is not right. Just have something missing. >.<

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:59:00 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I only have 1 thing to say.

You must show no mercy...
Nor have any belief whatsoever in how others judge you...
For your greatness will silence them all.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 4:26:00 AM

Monday, March 23, 2009

Wah these few days damn tired... I lie down on the bed fall asleep already. Just now supposed to meet mel for dinner, and fell asleep LOL. Lucky he call me wake me up. He stays near my place so he didnt have to wait for long.

"Hey have u been pumping iron?" Haha. That's nice to hear. But i've lost a considerable amount of weight already. I wonder which weight category i currently am in. Well, doesnt really matter yet. Anywayz, met up and had dinner with mel. He's still damn funny and nice to talk to. I used to hang out with him quite a lot when I was playing poker. He got a job and I stopped playing. For a bit. Nice to catch up. Oh yeah and he suggested watching DMC this weekend. I havent heard of the movie before till recently, both Qian wen and Qiao Ling's msns and blogs are talking about it. Seems like a movie me and mel would enjoy. Haha.

Shit man, its been such a long time since I got wasted, I already forgot how it feels like. But hell no way am I gonna go back to do that shit. Just surprised that mel's still onto it.

*Shrug* Different people have different hobbies I guess. No point in dissing about it

(0) So Waddaya Think! 8:53:00 AM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I got a routine already.

Morning gym, afternoon study/work then evening running/shadow (boxing).

I think i've overdone it already... These few days when i'm training I can feel that I am really losing control of myself. I will suddenly break free of my physical constraints and get sudden surges of strength. In these moments its like I'm aware of what's happening but I'm not in control of my movements. Like my body is taking over on its own and moves on its own. Its only for a short moment tho, and then I regain control and lose that surge of power.

It feels good. I had it once before in secondary school but now it happens more often when I'm training. I call it, the spark of insanity! I can't wait to unleash it when I'm properly in the ring. I wonder if all fighters have this in them. I wonder how much damage I can give.

Don't worry, I'm not going craaaaazy. Sports is taking over but it won't consume me.

Yeah like the song says, "Yes, I've got whirlwinds inside of my head!"

(0) So Waddaya Think! 8:15:00 AM

Friday, March 20, 2009

Yesterday went to watch dragonball with luna. Finally got to watch it. A lot of my friends warn me tell me not to watch, but i like the show lei! LOL. Although very different from the comic but still its nice as a standalone show to watch.

KA ME HA ME HA

lol. All the children dun know what that is, dun know kakarotto, vegeta and all the other dbz chars. Lets hope they get to know them now!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 10:44:00 AM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

I just went out with my uni classmates. Ben Ni, Kai Ting, Jia Min, Xue Ling and Teng Yong. HAHA okok, Kai Ting is Debbie and Jia Min is Christina. Ben Ni is bernice cause i dun know her chinese name. xD

We started off with KTV. 2-7 with free flow drinks. Only 10 dollars WAO~!~! Chinatown there. So cheap! I only sang 1 of the many andy lau songs that i usually sing. Cause paiseh mah. HAHA. Then we kept singing and singing, quite fun. Then after that we went to disco. Teng Yong keep on selecting all the dance tracks and then play with the lights LOL! Then i keep looking out of the window la, wait other people see... So paiseh u know HAHAHA. But in the end really got the waitress come in and clear drinks in the middle of the dancing. LOL! Fun desu ne... Too bad some songs i wanna find cantonese version cannot find. T.T

After that we went to Cathay Astons for dinner. Waited for almost an hour i think. But the food was well worth the wait. Damn, forgot to take picture of what we ate. Anyway, i think only girls do that -.-. But I ate the chicken chop plus chop. In the end plus another chop cause christina cannot finish hers and I'm having a protein rush! Haha never eat anything today yet u know, like that very hard to grow. But we cracked a lot of jokes and had a lot of fun.

I love these people. HAHA. They are so fun to be with.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 7:37:00 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

wah yesterday just went to JB with benedict. Shiok arh went for massage head shoulder neck arms and feet only 56 ringgit. Then after that went to eat dinner. Got crab, frog leg, wild boar meat, lala, sotong, aiyah a lot of things la. in the end 2 ppl 119 ringgit. about 60 ringgit each. 20+ sing. HAHAHA

this kind of deal where to find. Must go back more often sia~ maybe once every 2 months!

(3) So Waddaya Think! 5:30:00 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Last mock exam paper today! After that go JB for the afternoon. >.<

Relax for a bit before chiong for the final exams. Haven start to study properly and tired and sian already. This year sure jialat...

(0) So Waddaya Think! 5:58:00 PM

Monday, March 09, 2009

I just had a very funny and strange dream lol! In my dream, I was Ippo!

I was defending the title match against Hammer Nao and I was very passive getting hit all around. My second wasnt there to give me advice or help because they gave up on me! In between rounds I would be looking around to see if coach was coming or anybody that could help me out.

This dream dragged on and on with no real conclusion till I woke up. LOL!

I guess I havent watched the rest of the match to know a proper conclusion for this dream. Yeah I guess I've also immersed myself in boxing too much, so much so that I'm dreaming it too!

I wonder if and when I'll have my first match...

(0) So Waddaya Think! 12:12:00 PM

Wah damn sian nowadays keep studying for mock exam. Going to die liao.

Few days never go gym also. I feel damn slack.

WANT TO DIE LIAO SOMEBODY SAVE ME!

(0) So Waddaya Think! 8:11:00 AM

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Start of prelims le. Must start to concentrate on my studies le. Wah, i dunno why but recently i think that after all these months of training i think my body is growing the way i want it to grow. I can see the bulk and everything slowly taking shape. Feels good.

Just went on facebook today and saw that my ex got a new bf liao. Things didnt end very well with me and her so i'm not going to wish her anything. I have to thank her for giving me all the anger which has brought me through so much training. The burning anger.

Actually i very scared of finding a gf. Scared I wun have time for my own training sessions. Dunno la... I want to try and see if things can work out. Try and see how lor.

(0) So Waddaya Think! 11:19:00 AM